Well, yes, I haven't been on in quite a while. Looking back at the eons of time between now and my last post (half a month), I decided to skip remembering back to all those days one by one. So, I had my break, I was trying to read A rózsa neve (Name of the Rose?) by Umberto Eco like crazy, trying to finish it by today. Well, I didn't. I'm at about 149 pages... out of 616. Yeah. I hated Wednesday, because I knew it would be the last time I get to see Dávid for a long time. I started to think how wonderful it is that we only have 2 days of weekend under normal circumstances. 6 whole days without getting in touch with either of them. Of course, the letter that was promised to me a week ago didn't come. So I can't reach Coleson, I'm still not "there" with Dávid. Not as a comparison; a first time "there", don't mistake me. Am I making sense...? Anyhow. The sciences are actually not so bad... just wish my literature/language arts were better. Dávid, Dávid, Dávid. *grins* well, now he started this thing... where he looks at me in this 'hard' way. He reminds me of myself; it's the kind of look that you give out of defiance, like "well, I'm going to show what I feel, dammit," and lock eyes for a second. I think my record is two and a half seconds... maybe three... Well, he started saying hi to me as well. I was so surprised, today too, he said bye as he walked passed me. I wasn't sure if he said it to me (I mean, he didn't make it very obvious, lol, he has as much confidence as me sometimes!), but I answered. It is like a game; one of us looks for a long moment, the other looks away, then we do it again and switch. It seems every time I've tried to post here the text either got deleted, or I ran out of time, or the computer broke down, or something. So now I'm writing like mad, trying to catch up! *loses breath* In short, my break was enlightening and spiritual. And filled with pinings, lol. But of course, most of my breaks are like that. I read a lot... and I still didn't get anywhere! Grrowl. By the by, A rózsa neve is going on my favorites list, I love it! If you can get through the first 50 or 60 pages, you're in for a treat... And my book! I had the MOST SENSATIONAL plot idea that I can't catch my breath ever since... it's fantastic, amazing, like jaw dropping! I can't believe I thought of it, it's so good... ok, I'll stop! Lol, I talked to Mom again... I find more and more that my talks with her are very inspirational; I feel like she's become a true best friend, lol. Really. So's Dad actually, he's like my combined psychologist and my friend (and Dad, lol). OK, here I go: YES, I DO! *deep breath* there, I said it. To find out what... well, you'll just have to wait!

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