And I thought I would write more in the actual text, lol. Well, here I am, in school, and I'm sitting at a P1, which is driving me to the limits of my sanity. I can't stand these finger-working keyboards either. So yes, the topic was "today". I was cheery, for having gotten my hands on Boum Boum, Silent Warrior (again) from Enigma, and Listening Wind from Talking Heads. That is an awesome song! And also I got Vertigo from U2.

Well, I also had a nice exchange with Ester, we agreed that as soon as my computer is fixed, she'll lend me Dirty Dancing 2: Havana Nights on DVD. Awesome. Love that movie. Heh, I know it doesn't sound like me, but hey. Some diversity don't hurt none.

Got a nice letter from Larry, and I'd like to reply to Joseph as well. Mom and I have been having this awesome series of conversations via email.

So today I smiled a lot, and felt a little better. O' course, I'm not feeling exactly at my best at the moment, but anyway. The whispering of neighbors is incessant, and annoying... ah, well. The price I pay for writing in school!

So, I'm still on the topic of "today". I really, really hope I don't have to take care of my sister again this afternoon, yesterday was just too much for me to handle. Lejla says she was sweet when she was singing in the phone when I called her, but since she was swinging on my back and pulling my hair, I didn't enjoy it so much... well, Lily is just that way: other people love her, and to them she is sweet. To us, well, we love her too, but she's a brat a lot of the time. Well, I don't mind usually, only when I have a lot to do and she is deliberately impossible.

Lejla said today that I should talk to David, but I still keep saying "I can't". Of course, I know I could if I had the strength and courage. It's just... difficult... I still haven't resolved Coleson, and it's my firm belief that I cannot move on before I close that darn past of mine, bring me of the past forward. Lejla interjects: she not only says that I should talk to him, but that it was pre-tested for me; she talked to him before, when I was absent, and now she's thoroughly convinced that I can do it too. Well. We'll see about that. *grin*

So, "today". Well, I said to myself that I wouldn't keep saying things like "tomorrow is Thursday" and "Yesterday was Tuesday" and so on. But I'm afraid that I keep forgetting! I promised myself that on Monday I wouldn't complain about anything, I'm not sure if I kept it or not. *confused look*

As happens so often to me, I have to go again, just before I can come to a conclusion. Ah, well. Whatever.

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